where did all my blogs go? heh mr maintenence peoples! well anyways, pain, pain is the topic today. I think the body can take a lot, I have had quite a bit past few days. The latest theory on what is wrong with me is 'endremetriosis of the digestive system', mum swears it was the school forcing me to drink milk (im allergic) in school despite her writing many letters, dad thinks i was born malfunctioned. Crohns is a nasty thing to live with. The dr was right, he said if people saw you in a wheelchair they would understand when you behaved certain ways, because they see you must have pain, but becasue you are walking around looking ok they do not give you the benefit of accepting you are in pain. I wonder if any of you have similar problems...:) I wonder what would happen if people knew it felt like i have broken glass inside me most of the time..ah well nothing to cure it, just the mind to try conquer it :)