insomnia is back...is this my old self ressurecting?, head full of ideas, possibilities? think not so much, just be. interesting concept, be and let others be and if they kick you, just wish them well (yeah rite im not that buddhist yet..trying but if someone kicked me i would most likely ninja style wrestle them and remove their clothing and tie them to a lamp post...at least in my head I would) i must behave though, balance.... don't be swayed by charming men in clubs or that smell of creed that makes my head spin..or comme des garcons 2..god that smells good. I GENERALLY AVOID TEMPTATION UNLESS I CAN'T RESIST IT. the late great mae west... i need to go and sleep.. night gerry butler whereever u r xx