I think im going crazy.Everyday feels like shit.I feel like shit.Its the same.It plays over and over again.Its like this:Study,study,study.Fail/pass.Get punished,lectured,stone,lie,cry,bleed,scars etc.This is sooo damn sick.How can we actually enjoy this shit?I dont understand,at all.

I want to end this all.Everything i do is just wrong.