[Submitted by NoCrY on November 4, 2008, 11:55 pm]
Time is taking, everyday is flowing so fast......
I really want to hold it & I don't want to become any older^^
Though time changes, but why my heart is still?
It is getting colder which caused me feel deserted...
I don't want to say sth after one day's working.
when @ work, I'm alive and vivid;however, if alone, I have no temper to pick up a call...
Soul is far away''seems no one can perfect touch my heart,
I know we r not the time to emphasize own individuality any more.
I'm a kook… Lost ……………
I immerse myself totally in thinking some issues….
I don’t know what do I actual want ,what was I born for, what should i insist,
I can understand why sb suicide or depressed….
Years I try to find a way of soul, I spend cost as well….
We can hardly choose our birth…..is it all a fate?
Though I try to encourage myself, to persuade myself to continue...
I'm not a man of god, I have time can't control myself ,can't stop my pain, can't stop thinking........
I try to be more sane…I try to do less foolish wrong things & to be more low-pitched.
some day if I give up, there is the probability; but anyhow, I'll try my best to fight with life…
Do u have belief abt the futurity?do u have a clear direction and have courage to persist?
Dear, I have friends have family…I'm still on the way to find a modality of life………
Cheer up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Tomorrow is another day......
Aza, fighting~