what happen i cant sleep for 3 night, my mind find something i cant understand,  night gone   flash, disorder in my brain something unclear  haunting on me rise n sink but i cant explain what is, that very abstract n undefined, like parasite of an evil when whichever killed some other rise up, i always  wake every  hour on the night n confusion why an abstract thinking faze on me i'm near to frustrate for that, i'm trying to free that  n i do hit something around me  i scream in a while rage indefinite again, c'mmon get out i dont invite u, than i did consult with my near people i tell i cant sleep and they said i'm insomnia, i never told i have something crazy in my mind that undefined n unclear, i guess i'm not insomnia but i dont know what the problem that hounting, so what everyone think for me, i'm not fall in crazy but i just disorganized my live maybe until a little evil unwanted doing on me confusing my mind n haunting on me , thats heavy to unload then like disease which shackle, now disease make i hate everyone i has damn circumstance when every one very onnoy with their act , i realy think their so bore,  i never left my self although disease n an evil on me to whisper hate n het everyone,  i love u mthr fucker blow your ash, i'm on probation to normally, i just can say what i've done? make my live feel near in hell, get out u undefined fuck u.