It has been 26 years till now....my family problems still never end....Is this my so-called 'pembalasan'?I cry when I came home seeing my bro and dad just wasting their time sitting there dreaming.I pity for my bro for wasting his teenagehood like what I lost it long time ago.Nobody really can help them.

I even fail to protect them.Now I worry the most is my mum.Pity for her cos she have to face it alone in the family.Now she is not feeling well and have to be very strong in front of us.If i were her,I don't think I can't do the same thing like her.Hai~~~~~~mum,i am so sorry for being a very useless daughter.