Oh I hate wednesday!! This morning I saw that gay guy passing my registration class.Without realising, I was with my disgusted-wondering-why-he-had-t-come-to-school look when I was looking at him. HAHA. Like.. I know when he came to school, mod would be called to go to the councelling session again with that bloody gay. HUH. Which means I would not have the chance to meet mod at class. And SO I hate Wednesday because last wednesday..I also didn't have the chance to see him at class. Sheeshhh!! I only saw him early in the morning when I was on my way to my registration class. And that's sO not enough. Besides I was waiting for the class for agessss just to see him, since my block was at the last period. And too bad he didn't turn up. Huhuhu. I miss him.

 

I can't wait for tomorrowww.. SO can'twaitcan'twaitcan'twait!!!! My friends and I will gonna have a gathering for fast-breaking tomorrow at a restaurant at town. And we invited some of our male friends which include mod.. waaaa.. so can't wait. HAHA. I'm so excited already. Hopefully he will definitely come. I just don't want to be disappointed. Huhuhu.

 

He made me smile when I thought about a recent thing happened between me and him. Though it's just a small thing but it is a BIG thing for me. Haha pathetic much? Last time, I was writing in my notebook and he was facing towards me. Yea we talked. Oh how I miss talking to him. Then he turned forward and I didn't think he's gonna face at the back again so I was wanting to write 'I miss you' at my notebook. Before that I drew a heartshape at the top of the page. Then when I just wrote 'I', he suddenly turned around and looked at what I was writing. I was like.. a little bit surprised, and my hand were like shaking and started to draw something else instead of continuing my sentence. Thank god I just wrote 'I' only. Hahaha. And actually I was pretending to draw something just to cover up my act. HAHA. Then I saw him smiling as in the weird smile which really made me wonder what was he thinking at that time. He saw the heartshape and just 'I' (which was an unfinished sentence) hahaha. Then I asked 'why?' as in why are you smiling? and he didn't reply and turned his head to my tutor. Like ?? hahaha.

 

I was kinda embarrassed. But that really makes me smile everytime I thought about it. I mean the way he smiled was so different and just so ohhh... I don't know how to express the way I feel about the smile. Hehehehe.

 

So people, till I update soon. Cheers xD.