Ohhh..I feel damn saddd... I don't know whyy.. I hate this feeling.

 

Currently I'm listening to Korean songs, soundtracks from Princess Hours. I LOVE the story!! Man I felt bloody emo when I was watching the series. The songs are amazing too, especially Dang Shin Un and Sarang hae yo. But I love dang shin un more. Man I feel sooooo emooo right nowww.. uhuhuhu. Somebody~ comfort me please. Huhu.

 

I feel like cryinggg. Waaaaaaa.. but my tears just won't come out. I don't have the mood to finish my assignment. I'm going to do it tomorrow morning. At school of course.

 

Ohhh.. I wish to see him tomorrow at class. I want to see him soooo sooo baddd~ pathetic me. I know.

 

I just wish there's someone who will always be there for me. Someone I will fall for. Someone that loves me more than anything in the world. Just that someone. I hope someday I will end up spending the rest of my life with that someone.

 

But will there ever be that someone for me? This is what I really want in my life. To experience something that I call love. To have a love story in my life. But so far, I think this will be impossible. Because I don't see it coming. Never in my teenage life, I experience being loved by the opposite sex and besides no one ever likes me. I always end up with my heart broken by the ones I used to like.

 

I realize now how pathetic I am. This is sad.

 

I'm alone in my room in the dark with just a spot light shining on my desk. I'm feeling so so blueee.

 

I love the korean songs I'm listening now. They really make my heart aches.*sigh*

 

Sometimes I wish I'm just a character. Just a character who hardly exist in real life. A character who lives in a world beyond my reach where nothing really matters. A character who lives life to the fullest without thinking twice. A cheerful character who makes everyone happy. A character who can easily find someone who loves her more than anything. A character that can choose her own way of life. A character who manages to live a life without depending on others. Just that character.

 

But those are just my dream. The dream that will never come true. Dreams do come true. But not this dream.

 

I live in this world just to fulfill the dreams of my significant others. *sighhh*

 

Saranghaeyo mod.

 

Cheers people xD.