It's been a while since I wrote my thoughts here. Hehehehe.. I feel like blogging now. I feel ........... so alone and lonely. I don't know why I miss him so baddd in this moment. This moment of loneliness. Huhhh. I tried my best to let him off my mind. I know I can do it. Yet, somehow I don't want to let it go. I want to think about him, think about his smile and his eyes. This is pathetic..I know. But I don't care anymore. I just want to stare at him. I wish I could stare at him all day long. There's no need for me to talk to him. As long as he's not gone from my sight. I feel sad..so sad that I could not let this feeling go. I just wish he feels the same towards me. But that's undoubtably impossible. I really miss the times he and I had together although the times we shared were not more than just friends or classmates I must say. Is it true that this feeling is what people called LOVE? *sigh* :(

 I saw him today, talking to his usual friends. I had my final exam paper this morning and I didn't have the chance to see him early in the morning. I only saw him after my exam. I felt so much better when I saw him sitting at a place not far from where I was sitting with my usual friends. I wonder how was he doing so far? After all the exams stuffs.. how's his results have been doing? Has he done well in his exam? How did he feel about it? Did he had any difficulties? Then after recess, two of my usual friends and I went to our class and got our final marks on the particular subject. After that we had our private study session and went to a specific class for the session. I saw him again in the class sitting with his usual friends and played a cardgame. I saw my usual gang in the class too and joined them playing their card game. He and his gang sat not far from where we sat. I could see him from where I was sitting and that's fairly enough for me.

 I blab so much already, it's time for me to go. Cheers people. xD.