my uncle treated us to a memorable dinnner. we chose that homey restuarant my father so loved. its actually our first time to dine out without dad, too bad he will be absent forever. its been ages since i las went to that restaurant. its a small one, a house actually converted into a cafe and very few people knows the place - so its like the city's best keep secret. nothing pretentious there, not even the people. no cold modern interior. no fusion-gourmet-continental-hard-to-pronounce menu, nothing of that sort, jus a hearty and delicious home cooked style food. and the price is kinda above the average but its all worth it. aferall ur not jus paying for the food, uv got to consider the ambience and service. after dinner, we had deserts and coffee in a different place. thank gawd! not so much crowd in there. i tasted the best brownies ever.

the nex day, it was only me and my uncle who had lunch in a mall. we chose this new chinese restuarant with screaming chinese decors. the food was tasty but predictably greasy. it was expensive but not worth at all, i wuldnt recommend it.

las week - i was a going to the terminal to catch a trip. wen i arrived at downtown for a ride, i was surprised that the whole main street was closed. traffic was rerouted to some unfamiliar place. since the terminal wasnt that far and i still hav plenty of time to kill, ive decided to walk going there - more than a mile of walking into those shady streets of downtown. i jussss love walking as long as its not scorching hot!

my watch is broke! it could be repaired but i guess i jus hav to let it retire forever. it looks so bad. fortunately, somebody promised to buy me a watch, and best of all, the budget is a bit big. im excited! at last! im gonna graduate from wearing plastic digital watches or that one with a realy bad leather strap! ive always wanted to own an expensive watch coz my brother's cool watches are too big for my skinny wrist. i check watch stores at the mall, im salivating that Issey Miyake watch but damn, its toooo expensive, im sure its way beyond the budget. i guess im going to settle for that casual leather one.

i saw chic there!

ive been drinking almost every night! the other day was soo fun. a family frend invited us for dinner. i went home earlier, on my way home, gilbert spotted me and lured me to party with J and marie! whew! it was a super blast! gilbert got drunk and he begun talking in english like a socialite fag. we had food at around 3am. gilbert kept on talking nonsense, he joking complained about the cafe's service. he begun making things up with his drunk mind that he owns luxury cars, he lives in an exclusve village, he hang outs with the whose who...the sort... it was really fun. the next morning. the sober reality hit us - that we are jus mere jobless peeps. the next night, it was me, gilbert and jay again drinking in some really cheap bars with waiters who look like hookers.

my crush was soo drunk wen i crashed to their party. he was already talking redundant nonsense. he was soo clumsy. he talked with his face so near to mine, it was as if hes about to kiss me. lol! he told me that hes happy i show up. grrrr.

today. its Ms bday. she invited me to a dinner. i declined for some false reasons. honestly, i wanted to go there but i jus dont like the idea of my mom and aunt and cousin eating soo lonely at dinner time. i want to eat with them together. went to my crush's place. we talked wat happned last night, how terribly drunk everybody were!!! he gave me his new number.