one week into my sch term and i have so many problems choking up already...7 modules...SEVEN modules...

i'm not even thinking straight anymore.

and here's a list of my past week doings...

1) went back to my sch for the first time since i left it... helped out with ppl from Blue CRoss

2) went to the history gallery at NMS

3) hung out at old sch for a nite of bad boys shows...

4) grandma's bdae...

5) movie with my family... The Mummy

6) had unpleasant encounters with my niece, my yr4 classmates, my ASE class, my bio tutor...had to rush from one place to another... i'm not paid for my work yet...sighhh...i have no idea if i can finally get to study what i want to study in the last term of my studies in here...it really bothers me if im gonna get cheated n that i wasted two yrs of my life studying crap i hate again...as if wasting 3 yrs was not enough...cries..

it's really hectic n disgusting. i have so many readings, have to deal with tutors' attitudes and temper., so many adjustments to the tt and tuition schedule..have to deal with the fact that ppl enjoy staying within groups n im so darn left out in a class where i know no one.... helpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp

sobz