Seriously I am not paying attention to my flagging academic.. I am back in the complacence state again. I feel so sick with this cough right now. Furthermore the medicine did say it will cause drowsiness. I just want to sleep and play piano only. Oh man, I really want to heck care about anything right now, even when my exam are near. I am really asking for my death. How am I going to achieve my dream of living independently if I am going to fail my exam. But I am just not motivated engh to do anything right now. Oh ya, tmr is the opening of the gate of hell for chinese. Should I tell my dear not to drive or just be super careful in driving. I wonder what will his mum say if he come home very late. I'm sure they will ask him not to drive. Oh man I am writing crap and I really don't care. Now I need to watch some mobility video. Really need to practise more. Who can I practise on? Haiz. that mean I need to go to sch early to go and practise. My anatomy sux and my physiology really cannot make it. Really need something to push me to do it. Where is my intrinsic motivation? My id is overcoming my ego and superego. I must be feeling very un-motivated. Nvm, and I need to control myself, pse dun go to facebook and waste your time. (Music:Waterfall).