when too many things happen within a short period of time...i can hardly hold all together...even as i sleep at night, little fragments form the dreams that keep the mind ticking, ticking away from sleep.

last nite, one of my ex crushes spoke to me...funny that i still have a slight crush on him even till now... i suppose looks really play such a huge role? i dun really know him and perhaps that is what that is keeping this crush alive...as the saying goes...sometimes u fall in love with the person becos u dun noe him well enough...and u fall out when u know him too well...

anyway it still sets a flutter in me.

ok let me try to get hold of what has been happening...

thurs... met fren, j...at nite, chatted with my art fren,. uncle joe.

fri...lib sale w family and dinner with them..midnight...msn with an ex...

sat...settled my tuition kid, came home, received something from an ex...went haji, met idiots, went arts house, saw gig, went pink party, had bottle of champange, got high, missed out my fren at NMS nite fest, went coffee club, had free pies, saw a situation at MOS...wat a day

sun... sis came, went holland, did nails, came back, ate dinner with all.

mon...watched movie with ma n bro, had lunch sakae...met w bi...went settle idiots, then Melt, then HMV, then home w a mousey cake...

tue...sms old fren ade,JBJ open letter (wow), niece n nephew losing it, new baby... new v ex contacts...new feelings abt the world, chatted w frenz like cy and james and finally my ex crush.

a matter of days...i feel overwhelmed.....help help help...sigh