traumatize


[Submitted by mklo on July 19, 2008, 10:54 am]

todayyy, i'm in my sis office using the internet. =) i feel like a modern-nomad, hopping from one place to another that has internet access. hehe..feeling a little dissapointed today as i don't think i have the chance to make a visit to the MAA roadshows which i was planning to go for weeks. Well, i'm not that cold blooded to make someone to drive me there with the current situation. Everyone is worried about grandad and they're all on stand by mode. So no tickets for me. i'll try my luck with the voting system then. =(

grandfather admitted to the hospital yesterday night while i was attending my 3d class. so my mum, elder sis and i went to visit him after class which was around 9 something at night. he looked so down and all weak, so different from the day i saw him on father's day. he could barely lift his leg up to take a step. i feel so helpless. i can't help him because i'm very sensitive to sick ppl especially those with major sickness that is near death. so i don't really visit ppl in the hospital. So my mum and elder sis helped out. Anyway, ya after seeing grandfather, on my way out from the hospital compound, i saw a dead corpse. all wrapped up in white. from head to toe. as in really wrapped like a wanton. it did freaked me out. I practically jump off my seat for a moment. They were about to load "it" into the ambulance that was in front of my mum's car. of course we didn't see them loading "it" into the ambulance. it's not something that you want to witness. until now, i still see that glimpse of moment in my head. and that very same day, i saw a flat dead rat by the sidewalk while walking. what an interesting i had yesterday. =S

Have a fun day. Take care. xx