It just so sad. Some people just never figure out the wrong they did. And the worst things is that they still walk around thinking that they are right. I don't ever want to fight it out with them. I rather spend those time on more productive thing. They are totally not worth my time.

I am really thinking I am not working out with him. Is he a mama boy? I really hope he is not. Cause when he say that if his mum cannot survive one day in another country, he doubt he can survive too. I have to really pretend that it is ok and dun tease him. But he is such a sweet and kind person sometimes. I really have no idea what to do with him. I still don't like it when he refuse to hold me in school. And he seem to hate it that I am pulling him to hurry up and eat. He resist it. Why will he be afraid when he told me he dun mind if i hold his hand. What is he scared of? I dun know what to do with him. I am thinking have I rush into something that I do not like? But I do like him sometimes and I do not like his attitude sometimes. Haiz... I really need to get away from here. Anywhere is better than here. I do not know what to hold on to anymore.