Well, first of all i wish that my 21st birthday will be something special. But i don't really wanna celebrate it in a big scale. Coz it's tiring and at the end of the day, i might not even feel happy. contemplating whether or not to celebrate it with my friends or just my close friends. what do you think? for now, i wish to celebrate it with my close friends as in like those really really close friends of mine. just a small get together. and..the other part of me wants to go for the MTV Asia Awards 2008 in genting which falls on the weekend before my birthday. So how am i suppose to celebrate my birthday and go for the awards show. plus i'm not even sure if i could even get the invites. So am i suppose to plan for a birtday gathering?? confused...=S of course i wish i could do both at the same time. but that's impossible. i can't celebrate it on a sunday coz it's a family day. HOW? of course my biggest wish is to celebrate my 21st birthday with vj utt but that's like wishing for the stars to drop from the sky. hehe.... i also wish to have 21 flavours of baskin robbins ice-cream for my birthday. i love ice-cream. and the theme should be in lilac in colour, pastel purple and lots of cute elepthants...hahaha..ok, maybe not the elephants but pastel purple would be good. I also wanna visit the elephants at Kuala Gandah Elephant Conservation Centre in Pahang. I wish to adopt an elephant. then maybe end of the year i will go to the ones in Thailand. Should i adopt the ones in Malaysia or in Thailand?? THey are all so pityful. How i wish i could adopt them all..when i have enough money i would someday. maybe i shouldn't think so much and just go with the flow. Follow whatever comes in my way. whether good or bad, it's fated. Just live with it. OKay, that's self-consoling. =) My boss went to india for some show exhibition thingy. So i'm on a week break. They lent me the whole series of Ugly Betty season 1 to occupy my holidays. =) Have a nice day everyone. xx