- Whenever I think of life as something that you can only experience once, my happy-go-lucky side comes out. I feel like I must do everything I want, therefore I become utterly adventurous, bold and daring, but this is just fantasy for me, ‘cause when reality hits me, and mind you it hits me hard, I had to have a mature perspective on life.I have no choice but to see that it comes with sacrifices. You can’t have fun all the time as much as you want to unless of course you belong to the A classs ociety and you have all the means to do just what you like. I can, of course, still have the chance to be the dare devil that I wanted to be but not as intense as I imagined it would be. Sometimes, I think that I must live for toda, and that I should live life to the fullest, but it’s not like that for me, it just won’t work that way, in other words, not applicable =). Sacrifices are made for the greater good, I realize.

· Before, everytime I miss you I read your messages, it made me feel good. After the fight, I don’t want to read them ‘cause they made me cry. Now, I tried reading them but I stopped ‘cause it doesn’t interest me anymore. It just reminds me of your little lie-lie.