seeing the people that u dislikes but they someone that clse to you.. whats really the feeling is..i really feel mixed up.

want to express hate? but, things don settled.

want to express anger? no used coz the hurt only urself. Yea,that's correct.

i cared as much as I can. but, I do feel im bit over protective. They don need my care, actually. They grown up and get more close to those situation early than myself. I just to be a person hanging there to keep bjsybody with their matter. so the feeling not so good.