Heyya peeps~

 

Uhhh...hopefully today will be at least an okay day for me. Yesterday was a hell. Later I have a driving lesson at 3 p.m. Hopefully I do well. *sigh*

 

I asked my aunt again to send me there. That bitch is working so I have no bloody choice. Looks like I'm still pissed because of that. I texted her this morning if she could pick me up from the driving lesson place. And she replied yes. GOOD!! If she said no, I don't have any idea what I might do. Perhaps I would throw my mobile phone to the wall. HAHA! That would show my bloody anger. HUH!

 

 To those reading this, do I have an anger problem? Should I talk to somebody like a psychiatrist or a counselor maybe or whovever? Or it is reasonable for me to get mad for something like this? Or perhaps I just think too much? Please tell me. Cause I want to improve myself. Nyohhh..hehe.

 

One of my friends said I have this short-bad temper that I couldn't control. Yes I admit I have that kind of temper. But I think I manage control it. If I'm mad at my friends, I don't shout at them. Or get into a fight. I just keep my anger to myself. and be silent. Well, if I got mad, it would be so damn obvious since I couldn't hide my expression. My friends always know that. And I really appreciate them because they are very understanding.Besides I rarely get angry to my friends.

 

I noticed that some people who don't really know me judged me for being serious. I am serious at times. But actually I am not that serious. I joked around almost all the time with my closest friends. I have this problem of making new friends. I don't like the situation of being a newbie. When I don't know the person, I just keep quiet and I don't even bother to talk to the person. I will do that if I am desperate enough to have someone to talk to. Erm..but once the person talk to me, I will definitely response and talk. But to make the first move..that is so hard for me. Sometimes I don't know what to do..what to ask..and I think 'why should I talk to that person? I don't know him/her. So why bother?'

 

I guess I suck at this and perhaps I'm not that friendly, am I?

 

Sometimes I can be friendly when the person is friendly. Uhh??

 Whatever.

 

I have nothing to do so I just write and write and write all my thoughts. Owh yea..I posted a video in my other blog, evalaina.blogspot.com. It's a music video by katy perry of her song, I kissed a girl. I love the song so much. Although it's kinda weird. Who cares? I'm being open-minded but that doesn't mean I like the behaviour in the song. I just don't give a damn about it. Basically I just love the song.

No harm done.

 

I wonder who read my blog. I can see how many times my blog are viewed and yet no comments. I know some of my closest friends viewed my blog. I didn't mind about that. To those who always view my blog..

 

THANKS FOR READING!!! AND THANKS FOR YOUR TIME!!!

I appreciate that.

 

 I think what I wrote were just mostly bullshits and I was surprised to know that people do read stuffs like this. Haha. No offence though. What I wrote here was mostly about me and my life plus my thoughts. I am sorry if you readers feel offended because of what I have written. My English is not good either. Sorry if there are many grammar mistakes or whatever. I don't care about that and besides this is my blog and therefore my rules.

 

Alright..till I update soon. Please do leave at least a comment.

 

cheers xD