how can sumting tat big a mistake ever be covered wif happiness and fake smile? i truly wonder.. do u tink saying sorry will change everything? do u tink u have the rite to do wat u did to me.. sumtings are better kept in the dark and never told.. how do i keep a big secret? it hurts.. i din't expect things to turn out this way.. it hurts.. too much.. i noe i can never bring myself to tell u the truth.. i noe i'm a coward.. don't ask me wat happened.. it's a big dirty secret. everyone has their own share of dirty laundry.. mine is wat i choose not to let out no matter wat.. a question on my loyalty.. and my willingess to share your sorrow...u noe u can run but don't forget u can't hide!!!