When it’s not alright?
When it’s not okay?
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will say alright?
Will you say okay?
Will you stick with me through whatever or run away?
Where did I go wrong I lost a friend?
Somewhere along in the bitterness…
I was young but I wasn’t naïve
And after all this time
I never thought we’d be here
And my love for you is blind
But I couldn’t make you see it
That I loved you more than you’ll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
It’s not that I don’t wanna share my life with you
I gotta let you know before I let you in
That who I am is not about who I am with
I don’t mean I don’t wanna be here with you, I do
I don’t need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody’s got to belong to nobody
I belong to me
I don’t belong to you
I never loved nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost
So I came to a conclusion that this was pure illusion
Chaos and confusion but I’m not gonna let it ruin
The way I feel about myself ‘cause I got self-esteem
Sometimes I wonder if I’m just chasing a fantasy
Still I see tears from your eyes
Maybe I’m just not the one for you
I don’t want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it’s killing me
‘Cause all I ever want it comes right down to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
I would tell you everytime you leave
I’m inconsolable
Who are you now?
Are you still the same or did you change someohow?
What do you do?
At this very moment when I think of you
And when I’m looking back
How we were young and stupid…
Heaven knows every second I’m away from you, I find it so hard
I’m trying to find my way back into you
When I think of how you left me,
It’s not easy
When I think of how you moved on,
It’s just so hard
Someday I'm gonna find someone
Who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who’s not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I’m happy just the way I am
Don’t need nobody taking care of me
Then one day I realized
The fairy tale life wasn’t for me
I don’t wanna be like Cinderella
Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free
I don’t wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white
Unless somebody’s on my side
Don’t wanna depend on no one else
I’d rather rescue myself
Don’t want to leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall everytime
I’m leaving today
‘Cause I gotta do what’s best for me
You’ll be okay
I’ve got to move on and be who I am
I just don’t belong here I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But atleast for now
I gotta go my own way