March is so wasted.I got into big trouble and I hope it will end soon.Pray for me that nothing happens to me.
I've been skipping school.I didn't attend school since Wednesday.I don't my classmates to throw questions at me when I'm back.NO thanks to my teacher who told the class I got a court case.sigh.

I don't know why but I always feel empty at home.I prefer living at CCK with my sister and them.I get to laugh with them.Back at tampines,all i get is silence.It can drive me insane!!
I can't wait for Friday.I'm so going back to CCK.I hate school but I want to study.Now tell me,what am I suppose to do?

I'm 17 and I still feel like a 10 year old.Okay maybe not because my parents don't really care whether I'm back at home or even if I don't get back home for 3-4 days.Actually,its awesome.
But I hate it when my mum blames my sister for everything.I'm working hard to study because as far as I'm concern,I'm the only one in the family whose interested to study.But still,I hate school.

I've been thinking of taking private but whats the point?I've made it here so it'll be such a waste.
I've run out of money these past few days that I have to keep sharing cigarettes with my sisters.

Whenever I'm alone in my bedroom,it reminds me of being lock-up at Cantoment.Like being all alone and all you have is these huge 4 white walls and a door with minimal glass window.Being lock up for 4 hours was an experience.I don't want to go back there.Oh dear God,forgive me of what I've done and free me from all these.

Okay,I'm off to watch my favourite drama.

Gdbye