[Submitted by condescendingcharm on March 22, 2008, 1:26 am]
i painstakingly but patiently downloaded a korean movie at YouTube awhile ago to relieve my frustrated soul. I really wanted to watch My Boyfriend is Type B like almost three years ago, upon loving their first tv drama entitled "Sweet 18". I really loved that series... i mean aside from "Sasst Girl: Chun-hyang"... those series really make me happy and make me believe that happiness do exist.
the movie stars ex-lovers lee dong gun and han ji hye. just so sad that the two broke up this year, ending their three-year relationship. haha, i've longed to watch their film the same time the two have been together and that i finally got to watch their film the time they broke up. how ironic.
the film was ok. again, i wasn't too ecstatic about the ending, i mean, i am really not satisfied with how korean movies end, the endings just don't justify the whole movie, y'know what im saying? i just feel there is something wrong with korean movie endings. anyway, the movie was fun. romantic. humorous. it represented the simple analogy of sacrifice for love, getting hurt, loss of trust then finally giving another chance, turn the tables around and live happily ever after. and i really love their team-up. so sad they split. i specifically remember when i talked to a group of koreans in the campus like, again, almost three years ago -- i kept on talking about korean movie stars because those are the things i can talk about that could establish a common ground between the group and me and I was too happy enumerating the stars that i am familiar with -- then mentioned the two, the koreans were all "oh yah! ee-dong-gan en han-ji-ya!" and we were all laughing. fun times. when i was a freshman. times when i did not know what i wanted in life.
i really pushed to watch the film because i am a fan of han ji-hye's latest series "Likable or Not" in KBS. so i remembered her movie with lee dong gun, and there... nobody can stop me. not even my failing acads. i was just thinking of taking away this depression, that is to watch a movie i am craving to watch all these years.
an argument with a parent really bugs me. i mean, it wasn't hardcore argue but it really pains me that much because my parents are really important to me. they don't feel it tho because i don't make them feel it. yeah, my fault... i know. however, it scares me that even my own parents think that i am doing the wrong things with my life -- which is the total opposite of what i thought i was doing right.
i thought they would be proud that i became the editor of the paper, so i really did work my ass off to make the paper work. unfortunately, i wasn't good enough. still, i thought they would be proud.
i thought they would be happy to know that i was elected president of our org, unfortunately, they think otherwise. the think it would just ruin my academics. which totally frustrates me.
it wasn't like i really dreamt to be those things, but this was actually the first time that I did not come second, nor did I lose. this was the first time i actually won something and that people believed in me -- or my potential for that matter. for the first time, i was not a total loser and a total wreck. it just hurts me that much that they think all im doing will not work to my advantage.
and i do want to listen to them now because i really hate it when they are right. and i just get their point when a mistake happens. it just kills me right now. i do not know where i am supposed to be.
im so lost.
the movie stars ex-lovers lee dong gun and han ji hye. just so sad that the two broke up this year, ending their three-year relationship. haha, i've longed to watch their film the same time the two have been together and that i finally got to watch their film the time they broke up. how ironic.
the film was ok. again, i wasn't too ecstatic about the ending, i mean, i am really not satisfied with how korean movies end, the endings just don't justify the whole movie, y'know what im saying? i just feel there is something wrong with korean movie endings. anyway, the movie was fun. romantic. humorous. it represented the simple analogy of sacrifice for love, getting hurt, loss of trust then finally giving another chance, turn the tables around and live happily ever after. and i really love their team-up. so sad they split. i specifically remember when i talked to a group of koreans in the campus like, again, almost three years ago -- i kept on talking about korean movie stars because those are the things i can talk about that could establish a common ground between the group and me and I was too happy enumerating the stars that i am familiar with -- then mentioned the two, the koreans were all "oh yah! ee-dong-gan en han-ji-ya!" and we were all laughing. fun times. when i was a freshman. times when i did not know what i wanted in life.
i really pushed to watch the film because i am a fan of han ji-hye's latest series "Likable or Not" in KBS. so i remembered her movie with lee dong gun, and there... nobody can stop me. not even my failing acads. i was just thinking of taking away this depression, that is to watch a movie i am craving to watch all these years.
an argument with a parent really bugs me. i mean, it wasn't hardcore argue but it really pains me that much because my parents are really important to me. they don't feel it tho because i don't make them feel it. yeah, my fault... i know. however, it scares me that even my own parents think that i am doing the wrong things with my life -- which is the total opposite of what i thought i was doing right.
i thought they would be proud that i became the editor of the paper, so i really did work my ass off to make the paper work. unfortunately, i wasn't good enough. still, i thought they would be proud.
i thought they would be happy to know that i was elected president of our org, unfortunately, they think otherwise. the think it would just ruin my academics. which totally frustrates me.
it wasn't like i really dreamt to be those things, but this was actually the first time that I did not come second, nor did I lose. this was the first time i actually won something and that people believed in me -- or my potential for that matter. for the first time, i was not a total loser and a total wreck. it just hurts me that much that they think all im doing will not work to my advantage.
and i do want to listen to them now because i really hate it when they are right. and i just get their point when a mistake happens. it just kills me right now. i do not know where i am supposed to be.
im so lost.