Imam Shudy, till today u have never failed to impress me with ur ways. Till today i still wanna noe more abt u.Till today i still can't imagine me without u.Till today i thank god for blessing me wif sumone like u, who stood by me wen others won't,who trusted my every single word, who took my hand and guide my way,who left my past behind,who took me as your lawful wife,who make me angry and den make me smile,who have always been there.And i love u so...

THE BEGINNING...if u notice this is a very old pic.. taken on 24th march 2003.. backtrack to the first day of our courtship... at this point of time, i didn't noe he was the one and he didn't too.. we took our chance and we clicked.. he was different from other guys i dated.. he was quiet for one and i was super talkative.. i still remember his exact smile wen we first met..

this was taken juz a mth b4 our big day.. it was on my cousin's, lina wedding 24/02/07

one thing tat we never did forget is smiling for each other every single day.we r very much kids at heart...

 we party hard... and he work hard

 wen he do stupid stuffs, all i do is laugh and encourage him more....

 we do random things at odd hour like this pix was taken wen we suddenly decide to go bbq at 5am(juz the two of us and it was raining like hell)

 he likes acting cute and so do i

we came a long way to where we are today... alot of fights and misunderstanding.. a lot of people in the way.. sum who don't wish to see us happy.. some who curse and swear tat our wedding ceremony goes haywire, some who make up stupid stories to make us fight, some who are jealous,some who can't stop gossiping, some who believe tat our love story is a big joke, some who think tat wat i'm typing is too mushy.. i don't mind any of those coz i went thru hell to get where i am today.. i deserve it, for all the patience i had. i deserve my husband.. i deserve someone like Imam Shudy.. someone who want's the best for me. someone who make sure i get wat i want,someone who makes effort to ask me if i want to be pick every single day without fail, someone who can't go anywhere without me, someone who trust me wholeheartedly and gives me freedom, someone who supports me 100% both emotionally and financially,someone who will give the moon and stars to me, someone who still makes lovey dovey talks even after 5years being together, someone who kiss me goodnite and goodmorning every single day without fail, someone who says "i love you" to me every day.

we turn 1 this 24th march 2008(our anniversary) and tat marks our 5th year knowing each other.. we will be flying off to bangkok for our second honeymoon this sunday so i won't be able to blog. but this is a gift and dedication from me to u my husband.. i'm happy u stayed on. we managed to do this.. to all the pple who tried and is trying to make our life miserable, i suggest u guys stop looking at pple's life and start building ur own.. coz the thing is wat goes around comes around and who noes wen u curse me and my small lil family ur own relationship goes haywire like breaking off even b4 loans get paid.. we started small.living a simple life but i'm proud to say tat my engagement ring and wedding bracelet was bought cash.. not loan or instalment..CASH. we buy things to our own limit and i believe in doing tings the humble way.. thanx sayang for not walking out..

AND I LOVE YOU SO....