Bittersweet thoughts


[Submitted by mistyeye on March 20, 2008, 4:25 pm]

If I was to describe this wk, it will be a bittersweet wk. I can’t wait for my posting result. And I have let Kamala down. How could I forgetten to call her? Really feel bad abt it. Anyway I am not a saint nowadays. Been thinking too much of my own affair than remembering what other ppl need too. Esp in the office when they alred told me what they want if I went out but I forget.

But it was great to be with Mark ytd. Watch Horton and it was funny though I thought it would be better if I could watch a non-cartoon movie. But at least, it was not so bad. I really laugh alot when Horton has to cross the precarious wooden bridge. But the best night of the moment is when we ssik after he send me back home. Now I can’t wait for Friday to come till I can see him again. And furthermore I dun have to work. Good Friday, yeah. =)

Went on an outing to Changi village on sun but in the end my dear & me got a terrible sunburn. Even though we try to stay in the shade most of the time... But it was nice to see the beach. And it was a surprise to see my neighbor and his family there too. However the initial trip there was terrible. Cause I told him off that he was spending too little time with me. But it was a gd thing tat we did not break up. I dun want my 1st love to be so short and sad too. But I didn’t know tat he can remain quiet for so long after I told him the reason why I was mad at him. But Sunday was the best time I have ever spent with him. I guess the reconciliation is always sweet after a fight.

And I was lucky on Mon when I manage to find my lost wallet after I ran from expo to his hse. It contains so many impt things. If I was to lost it I can really cry. But tat night I was suppose to call Kamala. I guess I was too caught up in giving him a romantic treatment that I forget all abt it. But it didn't turn out to be romantic. Actually I was quite rough I tink. Now I feel so bad thinking abt it again. Cause she is my Best friend. Hello, how can I forget? Sigh* I guess I am a person that only live for love .Ok, maybe not, cos I know I do care abt my family and future too. But that night was an adventure. I really ran and walk a lot. I have took 2 wrong buses and have to find my way back. But I was glad he knows that I care for him.