( This is a very love-sick entry, dun read it if you can't stand those lovey-dovey <qui se languit d'amour> things)
Sigh* Ytd was the sweetest night I have ever spent.
First we have dinner together, then we hold our hands in the MRT station all the way to City Hall. I keep teasing him that he got rough hands. But when I say that I want to do some fortune telling on his hands, I was disappointed to see 2 very clear lines on his marriage line. It just means that he will be married twice and have 2 wives. He laughs and says that lots of ppl have said that to him too. But he says that his hand was his father hand. I know that his father has married twice. But I still couldn’t get what he really mean. However there was alred a dread that came over me… ok maybe I am too superstitious. But when I look at my mum left hand when I reach home ltr, she only got 1 clear line on the marriage line. And look at her now, she is still married to my father and not divorce. So I definitely not going to marry him 1st. It really spoils my mood to tink that if I was to marry him, I will have to divorce him for another woman…Or that he will marry another woman after I am dead...Ok, I know I tink too much.
But nvm, along the train ride I was trying to know more abt his Fav. Things. Ltr we went to Peninsula Plaza to look at guitars. Saw lots of very cool guitar but too bad I dun have the money to buy. I didn’t know that he was trying those guitar so as to check and see if they are gd engh for me to buy them. He say that he can’t wait for me to have a guitar of my own so I was quite excited to have my own soon too.
Then I can’t believe that in that short moment in the lift, we can still hug each another. I felt so blissed.
Then when we are deciding our next programme, I have no idea where to go so my dear suggests the Sky Garden or Esplanade. But in the end we went to Sky Garden. But when I step inside the rooftop I knew tat I have came here before, only that it been a long time since I went there. I knew that I have told myself before that if I have a bf I would want to bring him there. And the surrounding was just so romantic. There was this fountain and we just sit there in each another arm. It was perfect. How I wish he could wrap his arm ard me forever. I could remember the scent of his T-shirt and the feel his heartbeat. The look of his eyes and how I kiss his lips very lightly. Then when I ask what kind of girl he like and he say me. However the sky was drizzling and we can’t stay for long. But it was long engh for me to feel very bliss.
But I really wanted to kiss him at that place. Cause I wanted the 1st kiss to be at a place that is beautiful to remember in years to come. But I guess I shld have initiate the kiss with him after the 1st one. And taught him the correct way to go slow and kiss. Sigh* I shld have kiss him tat time.
But the best part was when we went home, I was hugging him all the way back. I dun even mind standing by then. And I think I'm SO not over the puberty stage, cause I was really craving for his body contact. I like it when he sigh hugging me. Maybe I shld sigh too when I hug him. Sigh*
However I was also thinking if he has read my blog before? Cause he really didn’t use his phone to call anybody and that was great! Even though he told me he needs to call his cousin, he say that he will call ltr. This just means that I can spend more time with him and that he respects the time he spends together wit me. =)
Even though he sends me home, I still walk wit him all the way back to the next MRT. Cause he have no idea how to walk back so I can't blame him too. However I was quite dejected that I need to sends him home after he have sent me to my block. Cause I need to work tml and I am a person that can’t do witout my slp. If not the next day, I’ll be a very crappy person. And be in a bad mood due to lack of slp.
Then he says that he was guilty to make me walk all the way. Yup, he shld be. But I feel bad to make him walk back home too. So I say u have to treat me better and he say Haven I treat you very well. Hmm… I can feel a spark of fire inside me. If u calls hugging me as a way of treating me well then I will not going to consider your way of thinking. That is like taking advantage of me. Something I hate most from guys. But then when I received the sms from him as I open my doorstep, it brightens me up alred. He said that I dun half to walk him back next time and ask me not to do it, as he will know the way back.
Then I received this cute picture sms from him today showing 2 person flying kite together. Cause I was telling him tat I have dream of him. That he did a sweet thing of makin a kite or taking his family heirloom to let me fly a kite. But picture sms take effort and planning to do it so I was really touched by his action. I really do hope that I could stay with him forever. Though I know it will be a tough relationship to keep cause we do have lot of difference among us. And I also dun want to be his 1st wife…I wan to be his 2nd wife. Sigh* I am really thinking too much.