So yes! (Exhilarated), I have finally gotten his <3. On that sat night after a movie, We are walking back home cause the last MRT have left. So I walk halfway back along his way with him. Then we pass the church and he asks me if I still like any guys. But I nv thought that he will give me the ultimate q… when ltr on he asks me if I like him. I guess we are in a very very awkward situation at tat time. When I say I do like him a bit, I guess it wasn’t enough for him. Cause he did not go furthers and asks if I wanted to be his gf. Well, I guess I do have my insecure part when I ask him if he like me too. But the best part was when he says yes.
But that confession makes me think a lot tat night on my way home. The loveliness of the night (with those orange lamps) and the loneliness I felt make me so confused. When I woke up in the morn again, I sms him back and say that I do like him. (Although I text the message too fast and there is a major spellin error…which is totally embrassin… he didn’t get what I was saying). However I still think that he wanted more confirmation from me tat I am serious abt him. Cause when I say that I was doing a lot of thinking that night, he reply back and ask if I was tinking abt us. I say yes. But at least things have kick start from there. However it also make me wonder if he could slp it off tat night too. It seems like he did…
So when he ask me out for dinner on mon, (too bad it can’t be on sun), I am happy that at least we are meeting. But next time I really need him to ask me to be his girl. Cause I really want to confirm this relationship. Then I read this article on MSN today, saying "Is your guy is a keeper?" Apparently he didn’t score too well. Cause during our 2 date he have been on the phone when somebody call him.
Taken from MSN (Below)
#3: His cell is off.
Unless he’s an on-call surgeon or volunteer fireman, that Nokia should be nowhere in sight. "If he takes casual calls during your date, he has other priorities, and you may always come in second," warns Daniels. Ask yourself this: Do you want to get involved with a guy who can’t go two hours without talking to his broker? Or his buddies? Or his ex?
For sure, lots of us take calls 24/7. But that’s why a guy’s refusal to text or yak during your date is so telling. "It implies you are more important than a random call, and he wants to be fully present for your night out," says Daniels. Bottom line: He’s not the kind of guy who’s always hoping for better plans to come along.
I really hope that he is a keeper. Cause I really think that he does cares engh for me. (Except for the phone calls. He has a rit to listen to his call, rit? (Or is he tryin to show that he is needed by ppl, he is popular?) Rit now I need a guy whom will love me very dearly. I guess that where my major insecurities is. I nv did get any fatherly love or much brotherly love. Heck, I dun need them. But I guess it did make me put "he must love me very much" on my first priority.
I tink I will be going down to his workplace and see him tis sat. A surprise for him! But I’ll still be tellin him tat I am going down, only that I will not tell the time. Somehow I have a feeling that he will still talk with other girls or flirt wit them. But heck, if he does tat I am not going to care unless the infidelity is very very obvious. But I also plan to wait for him till he left work so we can go home together. Unless he has other plans… or he drive…or I dunno...got to go and ask him ltr on tat day.
I really can’t tink of wat movie to watch wit him next mon. Maybe I just tell him tat we just settle for dinner tat day. It is really too rush for me. Anyway I prefer to sit beside him and listen & talk. Or go and play swing. But I tink he must be craving for more body contact instead when he ask for the movie. hmph.
LOL, I can’t wait for Kamala to come back from India too. I dunno what her reaction will be when she see my soon-to-be bf. Haha, I wanted to hear her comments. I feel so excited and dreadful at the same time. I can't say that my bf is handsome to anywhere but at least he loves him and tat is ok. But love can make you so blind so it is always better to have a 2nd opinion.
Somehow I still have a naggin feelin that this relationship will be hard to maintain. Cause we have so many different views and thoughts. He is a Leo and I am an Aquarius. I see a lot of websites tat say this relationship is a make it or nv. We can have very gd times but also very bad times together. Which is true. And yes, we can be physically attracted to each another. But then the relationship will crumble once we go any deeper. Yea, maybe a bit true? Somehow only gaming and our love for drawing are our common pts…But I really hope tat I can make it with him. Cause he can be so sweet sometimes.
I still tink that he dresses very nicely for last sat. I was shock to see him in tat way. At least he looks cuter. I really hope tat he will always dress like tat. Not tat I really look my best tat sat night. But I will on tis sat.
A whole new life is really lying in wait for me. And we will be together wit each another in out worst part of the life. I will be going for my jaw surgery in 2 years. Then I’ll be havin a bloated face. He will be going to NS in 1 year and off wit his hair. But I hope we will still stay together.