Its nearly Chinese new year which im going to be one of those who should be very excited and waiting for the days to come ..maybe im just too fortunate to feel to enjoy the new year ..most children will very extremely gay when  it comes to new year  , same things goes to most of my fren ...im just being "ordinary' mood ..dun noe , its liek anotehr season of buying things , new clothes , new shoes and everythg new ..like another start ..but my mood and feeling still the old one , battling the people who i dun like at all..whatever , should my pride goes along with new year ..