I never felt this pain before.
Everything you said were hurting me,
Very deep, very deep!
Can you see I'm bleeding?
It is very hard to fall into you.
I always tried, trying to get attention from you,
But you never look at me when I stand near you.
The only thing I can get from you was neglect.
I do everything just wants to make you laugh,
And you are so important to me.
But sacrifice didn't make satisfy.
I can't make you belong to me.
You never catch me when I fall,
Anything you said was just a lie.
I'm laying in the hospital now coz I'm bleeding non stop!
You keep on hurting me.
Now you've better learn how to treat me right.
I was so stupid that I would believe in you!
Everything you've promised me was empty.
You are totally invalid in my world.
My heart is breaking apart now,
My tears are running down my face now....
I can't show you my weakness,
So I am crying without making a sound.
I hide myself in the corner when the day gone dark,
I'm living in the situation of fear!
Scare of the darkness coz you just look like them!
What you've did to me?
First you gave me thousand of expectation,
Then you crash everything you gave!
Everything you said, everything you did was killing me!
I thought you were the one who would take away my sorrow.
Now I knew that I was wrong,
I can't stand you anymore,
I wish that I could wipe away the memory of you.
You are the reason of my pain.
