I wasn't able to post this yesterday because, for once, I was a bit too busy. So I'll be posting this now.

They say a new year is for new beginnings. Like it or not, I'm not starting over again. I'm happy with the way things are--yes even the negative things in life--and I don't want to change those things drastically. I'm sure it's reasonable for me not to change the things I'm happy about. But the negative ones? Well, I'm just too apathetic to care. There are days when I care too much, there are days when I don't care at all. And when I do care so much, I get hurt. And when I get hurt, I end up becoming apathetic because I don't want to get hurt again. So whichever way you look at it, I'll always be apathetic.

Yes, I know that pain is a normal thing in life; it's healthy to feel pain. I know that already. But I feel pain everytime, even when I don't do anything. So I'm still being psychologically healthy. The thing is, I don't even know why I feel hurt without doing anything. I guess my subconscious is working up. 

Well, that's all I need to say for this post.