im lucky to have a break from all the stress and pressure of academic and social life. this break isn't exactly the vacation a student could ask for because i still have to do lots of stuff over the weeks -- but im still thankful that im at home. im just looking forward for summer, when everything is so over and im going to be an intern in a newspaper firm or something.

this semester was already filled with frustrations on my part. and i'll admit i have a lot of shortcomings regarding my acads, fulfilling my responsibilities in my respective organizations and functioning effectively in one of my major requirements. i'll admit, im still preoccupied and intimidated of everything i have to face.

so this christmas, i believe i can't be all christmassy and enjoy the 'happy holidays' for i know that when school resumes, im dead to the last bone until april 2008. im just being a real loser right now and admit defeat. plus, im old... i will not be receiving any gift this year.

on the other hand, not being schizo or something, but there are times that i feel that i just have to enjoy life because i am not sure if tomorrown would be as bright as today. i don't know if im going to be around tomorrow, either.

so what to do now, face the reality that im a stressed and pressured student or embrace the fact that im a stressed and pressured student? oh well. =)