mmm....i keep on thinking if my boyfriend is really 'the one'. i wanted somebody who can tk care of me...i know dat in a relationship, we hv to gv and take...but recently, i felt as if i am giving more than i should. there r times...up and downs...right?but i realize dat most of d time...when he is down, i am there.but when i got into trouble, i never ever dragged him into it.is it me? am i d problem here????

yesterday, he wanted me to go with him to repair his 'aeroplane'.he need to get back to his office around 7pm becoz he has a job at 8pm...ok, fine.we went for dinner, early dinner at 630pm....rushing of course.then he asked me to help he buy a 'glue' becoz he want to fix d plane the next day...i said, there's no need to rush right? juz buy it 2moro....but then he said, plz help him...n i said ok. so i dropped him off at his office....

on my way back i was stucked in a heavy traffic jam....yet i make an effort to go n buy the stupid glue. then he called me n said dat his job was canceled....fine.i thought he would went home immediately.but no, he was still at his office when i called hin an hour later. i felt so pissed-off!!!!n when i asked him what his doing, he said he was juz chatting wit his friend....WHAT???? I've been driving for almost an hour.....stucked in a traffic jam....drove all around to but the stupid glue...n what does he do???? JUZ CHATTING WITH A FRIEND!!!!

he should hv gone home immediately when he knew dat his job was canceled right???at least called me n asked how am i...n tell me dat i don't hv to buy d the 'glue' becoz he is free now...n he can go n get it himself.what kind of boyfriend is dat????

so tell me guys...is it juz me??? or he is juz a jerk????

i've been thinking....is he the one????