sometimes, i hate to realize the fact that i only have one true friend. it's so hard to suddenly see people at a certain point of view. it's nice that each stand by each other, but how long would that trend last? exactly. you know it. that time will come. friendship should not be measured. i am sad. for a while, i want to hide myself from everybody. i don't want to be seen or known by anyone. i bet that will make me feel better at the moment.