ya.. as you open this post you might think ,"oh c'mon this is none sense.. what can i get from a thirteen years old girl???"... okay, if you guys might think about stuffs like that then you can close this one and go what website or blogs from the more "older" person and get educated with them... but before doing that can you think about this,"why can't i try to learn from a 13 year old girl... theres nothing wrong about it???".. that's what im depressed of... a lot of people thought that we teenagers are too young for huge stuffs.. too playful and can't have wide views in life.. well, im really different from what you guyss thought because i grown up with lots of surmounts in life, i am born to mold my own self, i am bored to have positive outlooks and open to other's minds... i used to trash the important details in my life but now i am more mature in building paths for my future.. that's not the only reason why i am depressed. when you are in a society full of competitors.. full of grazing stuffs and full of "do it on your own" theres a lot of problems you can face.. like ,"how can i solve this one??" then.. "if i can't what's next???" there will be always a big question mark in everyones mind.. im sick of that kind of life.. cuz im too shy and afraid of doing stuffs on my own so from now on.. im gonna break out of my shell, peel off every single yesterday and build a better and new ME!! today, i might be depressed but tomorrow i'll put lots of space in my heart for happiness and not a single room for sadness..