do i really have to live life like this? why should i always get hurt... i've been hurt many times but when will i be happy? whenever i love someone, i'm always the one who cries and left broken... i don't know what to do with my life anymore... yes, i know. i'm still young and there's alot of guys out there who i could meet, so what's the point of it.? if everytime i'll meet a guy? i always get hurt... my eyes are tired., my heart is tired., i am tired of it., tired of everything., all i want to have is a guy who will love me, a guy who will never leave me., but i guess., it'll never happen., and crap.!!! i don't know what to say., it's just that., im broken, shattered, and lost...