will i ever really find my purpose in life? simple question yet i can't seem to get the answer's. It'll be great if all the answers to my questions in life would just fall on to my lap, but that's not really how the world works now does it?

Again there's times like these that pops up once in a blue moon where your confused with the directions you have taken and really just sit on a balcony overlooking the neighbourhood or just gaze upon the ocean by the beach and really, all you do is just ponder. It feels like you had just taken a really deep breath and you feel glad and blessed that god has given me a great family, awesome friends and a wonderful life. It's a good feeling actually.