i hate a lot of things these days. sometimes i want to think that it's just me creating the hate. but then, when i look at reality, i see the obvious and that is the bad side of not believing. as much as i want to let go of this feeling and be happy, the more i feel pity for myself. i don't want to endure the same shit high school had given me. it's over and done. college honey, livelove. BUT i can't livelove with the things i can't stand saying hello to me day by day. it's ridiculous. it's like walking tall with a down face. fudge, it's so damn sick. gosh, i want to let go of ALL the bad stuffs. it sucks to keep them.