life is all about phases! Human being undergo phases after phases until the cycle stop! Our journey as human start in the womb the day, the eggs attached! We then born as a baby, baby turn to toodle, toodler turn to kid, kid to teenager, teenager to adult and adult to senior citizen, which then face the the time of dying and death! It is all about understanding and coping with those phases.

I, myself has been  experinced those phases, as a baby, kids, teenager and now i'm a adult! Transition from teenager to adult is just too demanding to cope with! The changes is yet undeniably tiring and insane! There is one time in my life i felt unwanted and not welcomed! I have no problem to cope with pressure as a university student, but to cope with working life, is just stressing! I feel unwanted at my workplace. I have no friends, real friend, the other workers look at me with one kind of look! They bad mouthing about me all the time. They said i'm weird, one of the kind! Everything i do is being watch by those eyes, which waiting for me to make mistakes!

I feel like i dont belong here. I want to get out, but i just cant yet.In today world it is very hard to get job, i was lucky to get one, and to let go what i have is just stupid!For now, i'm just holding on and be strong!Hopefully when the time is right, i will vanish away form this discrimination..aight...