fuck why i fat i hate my self i hate my life i hate everything about me im such a perfathic person why is this happen to me i never be lucky since i was born everyone around me keep tease me with saying hey here come the fatty give her a space fuck fuck fuck i hate it why im fat i try to diet keep trying but i never success fuck why why i hate my self maybe i deserve to be critic about my fatness maybe i just don't deserve to be treat like a human fuck you all fuck this world..and why im so stupid i always saying that  i don't want to be bullied but i still been bullied by my sister if its was my friends i will kill them but my sister i cant kill her because i love her but she always make me sick sick sometimes i fell like i was treated like a a little piggy who eat the fucking slob fuck what i need is someone to talk with why there no one for me did god make me to be alone i hate this i hate it hate it so much