Last Saturday was the graduation of all my batchmates and I felt exhilarated yet sad. I'm happy for them because they've finished all the darn subjects especially "accounting" but I will surely really miss them. There's no way we could hang out together the same way as before. :(

Another thing that really get on my nerve last saturday was when punkz never go with me. I expected that we will attend the graduation together but he did not. Instead, he went up to meet his friends and jam with them. Indirectly, it seems like he had chosen his friends over me and it was pretty lame of me to expect such things. I was really hurt of what he did and I never thought that he would act that way.

Well, it would be fine for me if he confessed it earlier but then he did not. He even said that I should wait for him because he would be fetching me at my friend's house. And when I was meeting my friend at their friend's house, I did not anticipate that I'll see him there. Wow! I felt so stupid believing him that he was at some place. So stupid of me.

~ Suya suya talaga ako sa ginibo sako. Nagparahalat ako, thinking na maiba siya pero dai palan. Katong nagduman ako sa house nila m***o para i-meet si j*** yaon siya duman, kaya plan dai na nagrereply. Tapos ang akala ko maiba na siya samuya, ito plan dai man lng, a*u*f  yan.. Dai mn lamang pati ako hinatod sa luwas o pinasakay man lng., pa**kin**syeat siya!! Dai ko siya mapapatawad sa ginibo niya sakuya.~ 

It really hurts to love. Reality does bite. I really cannot forgive him for what he did. Not now. I need space for all the stupid acts he has done. I cannot forgive him.