what is the sense of waiting when u are not coming back???

why did u need to told me u would come back soon while the fact is u are not???

dont u know that things are not going to be easy for me when u are not around.. i hate this feeling i just wish i didnt met u.. its hurting me.. makes me bleed.. things are so fucked up again.. im so stupid that i choosed u.. i should have play safe.. i should not trust u.. so many damn regrets! its over! i cant do anything to have u here with me again.. just need to fake a smile and pretend its not hurting me!