[Submitted by 22mCdo22 on February 2, 2007, 9:44 pm]
okay..
i want to share my feelings here in my blog..
soo.. my day is really really cold.. i waited for edwin to text me for the whole morning.. and i did not receive anything.. not one text msg from him.. and soo.. i still waited.. until it was already our dismissal time which was 5pm in the afternoon.. haayz.. my day was soo cold.. very very cold.. the weather just goes with the flow of my feelings.. then.. me and queenie should have started working on our macromedia flash presentation for our filipino subject.. but the hell.. aina.. was there with us, and said that we can start doing it tomorrow.. and she even made my mother's birthday today as an excuse.. ((HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM))..!! she said that i should go home early to celebrate my mom's birthday.. but can't she see that my mom will not be home by 8:30pm.. and my mom already allowed me to go to queenie's house.. but she still insisted what she want.. soo.. i said goodbye to them.. not talkin.. no reaction at all.. and i just want to cry that time..
it's really unfair for me.. she always take everything from me.. it's as if she's jealous of what i have.. err.!!
anyweiz.. back to edwin..
at last.. he already texted me.. and it's just a short msg actually.. "call me here in my phone pls.?".. that's what he said.. and.. because i miss him.. i love him.. and because i'm stupid.......................i called him... then.. in my surprise.. he told me that he's on his way to bellevue hotel in alabang.. he's driving his own car with his friends.. and i asked him.."what you gonna do over there?".. "i'll attend our JS prom" he replied.. okay.. it's like.. whoah.. i didn't even know that today is their prom day.. argh.!!! this day really sucks.!!! haaayz.. and today.. im paranoid because i don't know what's happening over there.. if he's dancing wth someone else.. waaaaaaaaaah.!!! i just wanna cry.. i want to sleep and i don't want to wake up.. and it'll just end up like that.. haaayz..
if he only knows how much i'm hurt.. for what he's doin..
my day is really cold..
i want to share my feelings here in my blog..
soo.. my day is really really cold.. i waited for edwin to text me for the whole morning.. and i did not receive anything.. not one text msg from him.. and soo.. i still waited.. until it was already our dismissal time which was 5pm in the afternoon.. haayz.. my day was soo cold.. very very cold.. the weather just goes with the flow of my feelings.. then.. me and queenie should have started working on our macromedia flash presentation for our filipino subject.. but the hell.. aina.. was there with us, and said that we can start doing it tomorrow.. and she even made my mother's birthday today as an excuse.. ((HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM))..!! she said that i should go home early to celebrate my mom's birthday.. but can't she see that my mom will not be home by 8:30pm.. and my mom already allowed me to go to queenie's house.. but she still insisted what she want.. soo.. i said goodbye to them.. not talkin.. no reaction at all.. and i just want to cry that time..
it's really unfair for me.. she always take everything from me.. it's as if she's jealous of what i have.. err.!!
anyweiz.. back to edwin..
at last.. he already texted me.. and it's just a short msg actually.. "call me here in my phone pls.?".. that's what he said.. and.. because i miss him.. i love him.. and because i'm stupid.......................i called him... then.. in my surprise.. he told me that he's on his way to bellevue hotel in alabang.. he's driving his own car with his friends.. and i asked him.."what you gonna do over there?".. "i'll attend our JS prom" he replied.. okay.. it's like.. whoah.. i didn't even know that today is their prom day.. argh.!!! this day really sucks.!!! haaayz.. and today.. im paranoid because i don't know what's happening over there.. if he's dancing wth someone else.. waaaaaaaaaah.!!! i just wanna cry.. i want to sleep and i don't want to wake up.. and it'll just end up like that.. haaayz..
if he only knows how much i'm hurt.. for what he's doin..
my day is really cold..