I came out and it felt good now i can be myself , i m not a stereotypical gay for one i dnt like boyz coz they r just 2 sleazy and walk all over ur feelings and thats y even though i like to look at them i cant go in a relationship with them coz just like straight guys they only want one thing and you knw what that is...

I had it hard in skool I was in a convent all boys skool and i had no idead what i was doin there as i felt so out of focus , i loved doin girly stuff like goin shoppin or to the salon which nobody except my baby Tanya knew who helped me go through this difficult phase coz face it i was a girl in a mans body which i still hat the fact.

Ever since i was a kid i was playin with only girls near my house, i never could gel with guys or the fact how they are obssessed with sports, When i was in 8th i realised that i was gay or techincally bi...

I used to wear nail polish on toenails and cover it with socks at home and skool my parents still dnt knw bout it nor does any1 else in my family coz im and Indian and we dnt have gays in families as we r outkasts as the "traditional" family doesnt allow it a guy should be a guy acc. to em i dnt knw y , anyways i wasnt a pervert or somethin but the fact that a simple thing like nail polish made me feel complete it made me feel like a woman which i can never be... it hurts me till date but I couldnt have come out to frnds if Tanya wouldnt have been there for me all along thes past 7 yrs.

Imagine her goin out with a bf whos gay and she is the one helpin him the most for me its true love which no man or woman or anybody can overcome or take its place i love her and always will love her....

I did it i finally feel freee and u knw i feel happy the fear has gone my hands dnt shake anymore writing this article!!!

The last three words of the comment given by a beautiful lady said it all YOU GO GIRL!!! did it for me it broke me and i cried readin these words again and again as it somehow in a strange poetic way said it all...

Thanx guys for ur support!!!