I didn’t know that I am one of the freaks walkin’ down the roads of this earth until boredom suddenly startled over me for like 10 minutes! Uggghhh!!! All these years, ive thought that I am jaz like any other humans in the world...livin a normal life, lovin normal things. Why is it that I love it when everything is in the fast forward mood... Finding myself here, in the middle of the unrevolving world made me freak out...and this friggin boredom makes me feel like committing suicide! Nyar! Do I need to see a psychologist or a psychiatrist perhaps? Man, I’m not happy with this... Seems like I’m lookin for something which doesn’t exist...I want something different from the usual things I see whenever I take a pause from battling with the pressures in my busy world. When I stop, everything that is normal is boring in my eyes...Uh-uh, Lord! I don’t want that feeling to be back again...never! Im too young to be six feet below the ground!