this is just a random jotting of all my thoughts these past few days....

it hasnt really sunk in that we are moving house...we've lived in the same house for the last 20++ years, save for a couple of months in a rental and 1 year off to a dormitory back in college...now, weve sold it...lock, doors and built in cabinets...i cant say that i'll miss our house, but i can't say i'll not miss it...they say a house is not a home unless you make it one...ohwell...im just excited to finally venture out of our neighborhood and see the world out there...i guess now its time for me to move on...

ive met one of my bestfriend's bf...i mean ive got several bestfriends and one of them has a bf and ive met him...this bestfriend is gay...i mean it might be no biggie to some, but i think for him to intro me to his significant other is a big step...he isnt actually out...or should i say really comfortable with being out...but i guess its to each his own...before he was a bit secretive not wanting me to meet with whoever he was dating...but right now...i think hes getting to a good spot...BFFs ad infinitum...

ive an exam coming up...its a make or break exam for me...it will be a step towards my goal of independence...topographically... i cant hardly wait for that chance to go out...there...be on my own...scary and exciting..counting down the days until i get there...