brent's (peices of maiyah's life)

You are the last girl i'd shed my tears with. And the first and the last my heart would fall for. Take good care of yourself. Goodnight 15:13 11/10/2006 (received 06:57 pm)

You know why i don't want to engage with this kind of conversation with you? Because all i can do isa say that i'm here and always be there if you need me. Which is true however i'm not provint it. I have no. I bleed inside everytime that happens. I may appear to be content when i'm with the company of other people but the truth is i'm not. I feel Incomplete. Maiyah you deserve to be happy. and i believe iam depriving you of that happiness you're suppose to have. I was born to feel hate and pain and you are not. I don't want to share this disease with and let you tast e the agony i feel. I constantly say that you are the best thing that could happen to a boy like me. And i am so DAMN thankful you came. Since then i never stopped thinking about you. This may sound blasphemous but it is true the moment i met you i reestablish my connection with the higher power once again after years of not praying. I did. And sisnce then i have been doing it. I need someone to look out for you. I never retret my decision of speaking with him again...

14:35:29 11/05/2006