how great would it be for my primary 6 dream to come true. but, after i knew the truth,  everything was like, seems so fake. is life really like so fake? it may seems like a miracle, after i found out that it had happened. but, what matters now to me was that i had already happened. something which will never happened. again. not ever again. there is no more miracle pending to that hope anymore. nope, not anymore....