Everyday my day is ruined by some girl who is totally ignorant of how I feel. 

I came to school today recovering from a high fever and yep, no one seems to notice how I'm feeling so down today.  They just carry on annoying me.  To add to that, you had to snap at me as well.  So don't go blaming me for how I behaved today. 

At least there still are (though very little) some girls who are sensitive enough.  You know who you are and thanks.

Oh yes, thanks Elson.  You made me feel better (=

I've considered running away.  Not just running away from home.  That's silly.  I want to run away to some faraway island and live there. 

I'm usually a happy person.  Trust me.  I am insane at times.  But currently, no, I hate people and I can't bare with how things are going.