I feel so bad for not meeting Di this morning.  Supposed to meet him at 8am but I stood him up.  I know how annoying it is when someone is late or worse, a no show. I am awfully sorry about that.  This isn't the first time I stood him up.  God this is terrible.  The fact that everytime I am a no show and I say sorry to him,his humble reply of "It's OK" makes me feel terrible.

I had a high fever and everything else that comes with it.  I stayed in bed the whole day.  Nobody is at home so all day I've been popping Panadols hoping that I won't die today. 

Alvin invited me to watch Soccer tonight with Melanie.  I feel terrible but I also really want to go out.  I need fresh air.  I do feel a tad bit guilty if I were to go.  I didn't meet Di this morning yet I'm going to watch Soccer tonight. 

I want to pick up drumming.  Going to scout around this weekend for someone to teach me.  Blame it on Kenneth.  It's not all him, I've always wanted to do something exciting and interesting.  I think drumming might be it.