I'm going through alot right now. People don't understand.  I have come to the point where I can't even find comfort at home.  Home has become a place I try to avoid as far as I can.  These problems I am having now are affecting me.  I try to keep as much to myself.  People around me know less than a quarter of the problems I'm having.  Yesterday, I almost punched my friend over a small matter.  I just lost it.  I don't know what got into me.  They don't understand why I'm behaving the way I do now.  Please, you people know that I am really depressed right now, don't make situations worse.  Don't annoy me, that's all I'm saying.

The only two people who I am close to and can tell of my problems are not here with me.  One is my grandmother, and she is currently in Malaysia.  The other is my friend, who is really busy studying for the A-levels. 

Stuck in a rut. Life's a b*tch.  God knows.